Friday, February 11, 2011

How To Tell Scorpio Man

, Soothe the dust ...



The title of the beautiful novel by Tabish Khair published by Editions du toad is strange Soothe dust ... Dust is raised by the bus that connects to Phansa Gaya in Bihar state: for the "calm", a gesture endlessly reproduced by the merchant mithai, whose shop, beside the road, offers travelers the comfort of sweets, these tilkuts with sesame paste and wrapped around a kink wooden pole. The constantly repeated effort aims to freeze the small tornado triggered by the passing vehicle. It does not protect the crushed sesame paste which set the basis for the treat: the man knows that's impossible. But the world must regain its original arrangement, each grain resume its place, to somehow resist the threat of disorder. Pathetic attempt:

With skillful gestures, the man plunged his hands into the bucket and waved to spread arcs of water around him. The drops fell on the dry dust of the roadside, on the splashing in the first, and then forming a real lasso, lassos of water, hoping the man would force the dust to remain at rest during the early hours of the morning traffic.

Tabish Khair's novel, the first that we could read in French (in the beautiful translation of Blandine Longre ) takes us on a journey amazing, "home" to "home" travel itinerary full of surprises, of chance encounters, whose path preordained adapts to the vagaries of life. The bus, driven by Mangal Singh is a microcosm unlikely event disparate fates intersect. Each traveler carries with him his past, his history text, which appears to disperse into different fragments corresponding to disparate voices, finds its unity in the vehicle that brings these lives for a moment, one where everyone hopes to find his home. Silhouettes, faces, clothing ... Things come together without knowing each other, and yet, the story gradually reveals their identity: the brazen young woman with her child, we recognize Zeenat, the maid whose Irfan, the first narrator was in love, the young boy with sunglasses plastic, which carries with him a beautiful sari varanasi, Chottu is that the reader has met in Patna ... Different narrators take over the story, some in first person, as Irfan or controller. The alternating narrative voices, in a complicated ballet at first, but the choreography becomes clear as you go. Thus, the novel bursts into a multitude stories, confronting us with all social classes, but also to all records, from drama to comedy, nostalgia for tragedy. A colorful mosaic of these chips comes together, like a society that is both composite and, somehow, attached.

From these fragments enrolled in short chapters emerges a unified world through movement, colors, smells, sounds, anything that presents itself to everyone equally. Indeed, if life does not offer all the comforts, the same opportunities, all can smell the scent that rises from the river, collect the swish of traffic, watching the flight of birds ... Tabish Khair gives a key to the language of feelings. It is particularly important chapters in the second person, whose identity remains unclear of the protagonist - he is an inhabitant of the building where Chottu was the home of Mrs. Prasad in Patna:

The night deepens. You're lying on your bed. The usual noises coming up to you. Knowing even a precarious world thee known that this reassures you. Dogs bark at vying for a district another, a truck goes sometimes growling, someone sings in the grip of the night - a drunkard or a peasant who comes home late - the doors open and close here and there in the building, faucet drip tirelessly in the kitchen of Sharma. If it was colder or warmer, you'd hear the creaking of piercing something that stretches or shrinks inside the walls.
While it is difficult to know if you go somewhere, if the home that we regret and we wish still exists, it is possible to decipher the signs that returns the world. Tabish Khair's writing is a great sensuality, it feeds on sounds, scents, colors, awakening in the reader the impression of feeling, seeing, touching, tasting the same, because the kitchen is in the novel an important place. In the beginning of the novel, one of the main characters is Mian Wazir, cook, or rather head, bringing his art to perfection. In the chapters that evoke Wazir, the narrator, Irfan, also remembers his love for Zeenat, the servant of the neighbors, which he perceives the presence merely by the smell it gives off a heady perfume for him, but the scent coarse according to others. Towards the end of the novel, a young man, he passed the teetars , partridges, remembers that their flesh is delicate but assumed that he never ate.

But the smells, sounds, tastes the same, are fugitives, and fail to fix this busy world, the image of that bus that will eventually stop inappropriately. Identities are also blurred in this changing country, where the original organization in caste is officially challenged - but not really in the soul. Mangal Singh wanted to be a writer, he drives the bus. Irfan Zeenat wanted, he let escape. One who calls himself Parvati was a man, a eunuch, she changes her identity to escape the existence of proscribed she led. Rasmus, the firangi - Europeans - was born of an Indian father, but he does not speak the language very well from its origins. Moreover, the language is also central to the novel. Blandine Longre, for his translation, has chosen to retain the terms that pepper urdus Hindi or English used in India and Tabish Khair chosen by (a glossary is placed at the end of the book).

What is "home"? A fixed place, a landmark that we would last forever? In this uncertain world, no home is stronger than the memory that is preserved:

I in me my memories, this house of, say, sixty-nine pieces. I saw for the first time the world I've tried to describe through the windows of these rooms in clutter, the pieces all pell-mell - as in a bhoolbhoolaiya , as in a house that grows and that was demolished over the years, as one of its mental states (when we dream, that one remembers that one or meditate), when there are no breaks in the way things crumble or ebb. My home my fragile, confused, monstrous, who have never been confined by Yahan ke Ammi, Ammi's house, or our ghar , although I always carried their burden.
Thus the novel is an attempt to fix the world in words that constitute it, the interlacing of these voices, these languages, built up a world sustainable. The kaleidoscope is organized into a mosaic with iridescent colors blend to create a world where everyone finds his place. The journey can be completed, the fates remain suspended - the reader to contribute to this construction by imagining developments possible: it is also integrated with the work, a small piece of this assembly, including registering to turn his emotions, feelings, gathering those memories that will help build these walls more solid than stone, those of memory.



Tabish Khaïr, Apaiser la poussière, traduction de Blandine Longre, Editions du Sonneur, 2010


NB : en lisant le roman et en rédigeant cette note, je n'ai pu me sortir de la tête un morceau que vous pouvez écouter en suivant ce lien . Il me semble que Cornershop a eu plus de succès en Grande-Bretagne qu'en Inde, mais ce sont des sonorités qui me rappellent des souvenirs à moi aussi...
                                                                                                                           

Monday, February 7, 2011

Respiration Higher In Reptile Or Mammal

Stuck on the pleasure principle - by Isadora


A text you sent me.
All reactions are welcome.
MW

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Like the household well.
Like the sun coming into my apartment in cepet space for me, like me.
I have someone that does this for me: who arange, cleaned, perfumed, prepared, cooked. With love. Who is there when I veux.Qui hand when I want to be alone.
I do not have someone who does that for me.
I have both.
I do not make a accounts.
I do nothing.
But I like that I thank him.
I prefer to be thanked.
So I prefer to have done.
But I rarely want to do.
is laziness.
I belong to somebody, but I do not want mepossède.
I have someone, but it seems that this is paspossible.
Like the idea of giving myself to him, but as I only prendpas really, it does not cost me much.
I look around me and it is clean, neat, clean.
I do not like the weather take me too long.
I take the time to choose the right thing, resign and order to create beauty in me, around me, by me.
I do not think it is incompatible with taking Ietemp to do my job.
I hate to be anguished by the thought of what I both business.
I do not have a knot in my stomach the idea of êtreattendue for a course, a paper, a work, production, notes unebête obligation.
I do not feel the ball away in a autreangoisse when I see a name that is displayed or not displayed on monécran on my phone.
I do not think about love when I should work.
I do not think about work when I want love.
I hate to think about money, and having to win.
I like to be invited.
Like you pay for me.
Like it gives me gifts.
I like to be beautiful for a man.
I love being a beautiful man.
I do not buy something to be beautiful, pourlui please, and it is not there.
I do not do anything to please her, as onessaierait to sell.
I love when he gives me something to be beautiful, pourlui please, and it is there.
I like to be wooed and pampered.
I do not feel an expectation in return.
I do not feel the reproach, frustration, ladéception, anger in his voice, gestures, glances of those who offreet who does not, except my joy.
I do not have to grant favors in exchange oftheir my attention, so I do not do it.
I do not feel guilty.
I do not decide to be Free and regret reversde medal.
I do not like when they kiss me and I do ressensrien, otherwise my embarrassment, my neutrality, my indifference.
I do not like when their hands rest on my body my only etque vibration is a movement to escape.
When they insisted that the unrest and rising.
What I invent complicated for their household peined'amour-esteem.
I do not like the sadness that overcomes me when the absence Dedes overwhelms me vacuum.
I do not the fear that seizes me when I montreson want me, it asks me to decide and I do not know.
I do not like when he gives me the choice and that I listen to my fautalors envy.
And in all lucidity I am forced to admit quenon, I do not want.
Like when he leaves me no choice and forces me to ledésirer.
Like watching me when he does not.
I love when it is understood that it is.
I do not like when he leaves me no choice quemalgré all, no, it does not come.
I do not not say a word, as consent, resterfroide, freezing, or mechanical, and he does not notice.
I do not guess it does not so desire or not there achez me there for him.
I do not like it do not stop when he says that Jene'm not there, present.
I do not wonder if he noticed or not.
I like to be taken.
I do not, in the pleasure of being taken Quesera imagine the horror of the same gestures, a little more brutal, much more violent, much less granted.
I do not like this fear of the thin boundary that separates a non Leou, envy of a nightmare.
I do not have to tell me so luckily I felt n'airien.
I hate to imagine what it would be if I had felt.
I like to dream available to anyone.
I do not cross anyone and afraid.
I hate being this pristine and stunning ice quandmes musings lead me to lust most assumed.
I do not like not dare.
I do not like waiting an opportunity to venture.
I do not like having to choose between my momentspour make an image, an identity, a character.
I like to think that there is someone with whom I turn Atour all dimensions of myself, my desires, my fantasies, that quim'unifie operates my synthesis, and wants me sweet, perverse, bluntly sexual, sensual, leather, satin, cotton, lace, eyes fiery, laughing eye, disturbing, reassuring, all the women in me, because I like so êtreune woman.
I do not like not being a man.
I hate not being able to penetrate all women, touching their breasts and kissing their mouth.
I hate not being able to be penetrated if I stroke unefemme.
I do not like not being able to penetrate.
I like being penetrated by him.
I love I feel, completely.
I love take me.
I do not be afraid to scare her.
I do not have to calm myself when, greedy, voracious, jebrûle unable to absorb it in me.
I do not like and feel the rage rising in me, cettedouleur exquisite the pleasure to die, when I take it in the mouth, inside me, under my hands, in every way possible, and that this Mondesir is not exhaustive, and that this desire is at an impasse, it can not find a way out, he exploded in me that I want to cry, scratching, biting, kissing, cuddling, the pampered, begging him, and that it mepossède it, he is my master, because then it holds the key, that of monenvie, it does not make me, and I no longer belong.
Like her looks painful.
I imagine, to believe the space of a moment qu'ilsouffre the same disease.
I like to think that his bite is the same reason.
I love when he enjoys.
I do not like that enjoyment is the end of cettesouffrance.
I do not like when he goes away, appeased, and it revientplus, or too late.
I do not think he needs me less than I of him.
I do not make my desire to want him.
I do not desire only him.
I desire only him.
I wish someone other than himself.
I desired.
I feel thrilled.
I feel alert, in expectation of an object surlequel fix this desire and pride myself volatile annoys me and makes me smile, moving, dancing, charm.
goodbye and I love being surprised, as a first time.
I always meet him once.
I repeat the same actions as a thousandth time.
I feel eternal breath odor.
I love him as a centenarian.
I love when he holds me tight and I feel like unarbre rooted, finally.
Like surprise looks like rencontresfugaces unknown and promises a thousand possible stories, the germ, which neseront not and we imagine in a country of words, books, where one starts and envoyage one finds a thousand unknown lands.
I wish all men dream as a story.
I love watching the sky, and Paris, and the sea, and trees, and feel, and breathe, and leave the outside, its landscapes, its warmth, sesparfums, his depressions, its bright, its storms, its colors, invading me, open up, take me, take me, take me.
I love my books.
I look at a book and feel my breathing sesuspendre in the promise of happiness, reading ahead, let cedesi embrace me, enjoy the wait, watch, touch, flick, based on pourfinalement .
Or to open it. And let me touch and go in uneétreinte with words, images, evocations, memories quis'éveillent their passage, hopes to open a eye, dreams that seforment a moment, and dissipate the cloud defeated.
I love and I do not have to hurt so much beauty.
I love and I do not feel the urgency.
I love and hate being touched to cry vouloirsauver beauty in all its epiphanies, not to support him to die, nepas bear all that is passing, timing, movement, ephemeral, instant relief.
I love and I do not feel like screaming, hitting dumarbre, seize, make marks in the real fault to maintain it, make it permanent dele, touching Being and not the movement.
I love and I do not cry in front of the task, because it is tragic, it is doomed, and yet làseulement is the meaning, the only possible meaning in the work , creation, procreation, birth, love, desire, knowledge, knowledge, science, kneading material, words, streams of color, achieving the pure form, surpassing the imperfection which is charged on any subject, all reality, all sensitive all existence and find a way To make advenirautre thing, something perfect, which would deliver us from anxiety unmoment, this anxiety about the relentlessness of death and fate, reaching to find a joy, a laugh, what, cruel, carnivore, provoking, mocking, whole, full, spontaneous, childish, naive, lucid, sad, huge, tender, in a caress, a kiss, a comforting, forceset resume again, again, again, again.


Isadora

Friday, February 4, 2011

In The Deep End Kate Cann Read For Free

Romain Verger, Big Dipper: desire and eternity ... The descent into Hell


Then I saw you adjust your breath
the beasts
your word to the size of the body breathe

extract the last saliva quartz.
Romain Verger First donated the stone

The first novel by Romain Verger Hotspots , transported us into a world where everyday life was gradually replaced by the strange, in a thrilling journey where the human was based insensibly Ocean. The relation of man to the universe, its possible merger or not with the nature that rejects it, absorbed or digested, his loneliness, his uniqueness, his desperate attempts to become her own refusal to conform, are themes that haunt the novelist's exceptional work. And his three novels are they cause a constellation mysterious and exciting, a whole both disparate and consistent as these texts are linked to the enigmatic beauty. The second Big Dipper , guide us on unexpected paths, both linear and cyclical, leading the reader into a surprising move: begins a journey taken between temporality and permanence, much like those stars that seem immutable but whose light reaches us from time immemorial, perhaps already dead when we perceive the brightness.
Could this be the dawn of time? Already, the dawn is gone. Its sweetness that installs clarity gradually evaporated in the brutality of an eternal day. The man leaves the darkness of his cave to face the relentless white landscape of ice, expelled as a matrix that can offer him nothing. Arcas, the sole survivor of a clan Paleolithic stands before the horizontality of a world buried. This body, unique vertical element, seems to offend the refined nature.
Personal Photo

Death also fled, abandoning this mineral alone. In the cave where he took refuge, sleep it is not given, as to prevent the neglect, but ignorance of the fate of his book fantasy enabled by the flames of fire that licked the walls tormented shelter. Depletion of reserves is born a "great hunger" which is not turned away in his dreams: a dream world is gradually replacing the intolerable reality. His feverish dreams resurrected his tribe, he followed the women admiring their skill in the art of preparing meals, Era, the companion disappeared, her son finally ... In his dreams, he can touch them again, reliving the beautiful love under the waterfall, find the love of things forgotten. But the contact of flesh, even in a dream, revived the hungry, and caresses become biting, love is turning into greed. Gradually, Arcas is stripped of everything that made him a human being: his body falls asleep, his desires are fading, all sensation disappears. The journey he undertakes journey aimlessly in a glacial landscape, keeps it in the living world:

Days in advance in the ice while slipping under the horizon itself, in rotating always returning to his original point. There was something foolish to chain lengths of these landscape, swallow them one after the other, without knowing either the purpose or reason: at most it seemed to him that its not decided on the survival the world that this land which was started and would end with him and that the second when his body let go, the world would cease at the same time, for he was alone and walking without this object, this wandering white, he had finally gratification higher: in every area of space captured in each plain sight loss in each stride, he drew the certainty of having extended the world, to be transplanted into new territories, new extensions, such as sewing room after room of huge crust.
Human-animal, that is to say, still driven by a desire: I would invite the reader to refer to the article by Jean-Clet Martin appeared in number 73 Chimera (1). This work preserves his humanity, or at least life in him, distinguishing it from the landscape of ice that snapped tree trunks, brush, rocks ... The whiteness and the cold made him a being of purity, deprived of any carnal attraction: neither hunger or sexual desire. Arcas seems doomed in this race under the sign of a star, punctuated by stops inhospitable but that it survives because it no longer feels the need for comfort. Only living element, standing before the infinite horizon, he hopes for nothing. Until the unexpected encounter with the splendid animal, the Big Dipper, which reinstates death in this universe heat, odor, softness ... But confrontation is also a threat to which man submits without fear. He is saved, then drawn into the world of animals. Now the bear is a presence, she breaks his solitude and returned to life. Then everything becomes possible, appetite and desire can be reborn; human and animal recreate a link aggregate, and the bear, a giant white body, the goddess of flesh, becomes a female figure that unites Arcas. The fun is possible again, even multiplied, since the man now lives in unison with stones, animals, the universe.
Grotte Chauvet altar bear skull.
time then freezes in the whiteness of the animal that affects the landscape traversed, it merges with outer space, a nirvana of forgetfulness of self and others, the body does being one with the world.

Filled with the neglect of his family and himself, he crossed the weather, sleet, an immense time, unknown, the fanatic, although the idea of him frozen in time, had taken thickness he imagined the earth to his body he cracked, as is walking on, within, in white. That's what he should know what he had taken so far to seek in the depths of this beast.

The mortification suffered becomes a source of a desire to merge, but she can not live at the cost of loneliness and fading. Thirty five thousand years later, alone among men, Mâchefer reproduced voluntarily, this harrowing experience and soft. All his energy turns paradoxically towards laborers from exhaustion, he saw as a source of strength. It is to resist the effects of hunger pain and his body is battered pushed past the limits of resistance. Arcas as he lives in a cave, a mineral subsoil and humid where light barely penetrates. Every day he began a journey through tunnels and alleyways, which leads to the gallery where he watches every day on animals frozen in an appearance of movement. Sometimes, to achieve this, it also passes through large areas of the city pale in the snow. The whiteness of her empty fridge opens in a blast of ice that reassures Echoing the purity he hopes. Humans who populate the world does not interest him: he lives for himself, focused on this asceticism. The only figures who sign up for a time in the landscape are feminine: mothers obsessed with food, whose body seems made only to the extremities, which engulfs and expelling it, reduced to a digestive tract.

His physique revolved around an early prolapse, as if shaped by a childhood omnibuccal mind, his body had adapted to his needs in a flexible tube wound infinitely expandable , terminated at both ends by two interchangeable mouths.

This frightening mother splits in two Women: Mia, ogress, she-bear that feeds Mâchefer, filling her sex-hungry food in quantity, in a strange courtship of the gift and the sinking; Ana, an older woman spreading across strange plants and fragile, making the basement lair of a plant where Mâchefer soon nature would impede his movements. Each of them has something the bear. One is a goddess hideous that it makes a weird cult idol of flesh to be fed, the other around the man recreates a natural kingdom. The existence of clinker is shattered by an unexpected event: Mia disappears from his life, leaving him a monstrous child which she gave birth in the basement, as if spitting out all the food absorbed.
Jackson Pollock, Birth (1941)

The birth of this baby to the huge size, whose face was deprived of eyes adorned with a scarlet mouth made to swallow, appears to separate the man from his hunger. While her appetite disappears, focusing exclusively in appalling infant whose destiny seems to be eating, digesting, and produce smelly secretions. While it seems unclean, but the filth that spread are those that come over the body of a father that has been the cause. Bear a child, which splits into a filthy plush offered by Ana

Similarly, the belly open a thousand times had definitely lost its stuffing and dragged his misery, his stinking envelope from one corner to the another bed because, after being filled and filled, stitched and sewed the bear offered at the sight and smell his adult abandonment, surrender all the more repugnant that ill concealed identity olfactory inimitable made grease, hair wet, moss, armpits, cheese crusts.

The focus remains fearful Mâchefer denies everything. While the child enjoys, growing up to become a gigantic, man gradually disfigures the body's refusal to voluntarily reaching this decorporation suffered by Arcas. Its climax occurs when the body finally reduced to a skeleton, melts to create support for the world. The two men are joined by their amalgam mineral world, the whiteness, the strength of the intangible. They freeze solid, creating a bridge between time and space to eternity ...

NB: Read First donations Stone is attend a double birth (at least): the birth of poetry before the words on the walls of the Chauvet tormented, but also the Big Dipper ... I can only encourage the reader to see this poetic, beautiful and moving, where Romain Verger found the breath of the man whose body is gone but the spirit remains in these traces poetic contours, these scratches . It also discovers another gift: that of the author for other forms of art (drawings who register their routes in the book are his ...

Giacometti's Man Walking, 1948




Romain Verger Big Dipper, Quidam Publisher, 2007

Romain Verger First donations Stone , unannounced, 2003

It will also benefit from reading the very interesting and personal chronicle Tavern.
I want to thank the bartender in passing that led me with great persuasion in this plunge into the work of Romain Verger.
And yet beautiful chronicle of Nikola on Paludes ...

(1) The animal, which the word itself suggests, appears first as animation. It is invested with a movement that is not stone, a movement that does not just fall like when a body descends, driven into a hill. Instead, the animal moves from the inside by a force whose own mechanics can not account, she has a knowledge of movement outside, do nothing better than dealing with the inertia of the body he was actually moving.
Cletus Jean-Martin animal spirits in Chimera No. 73, 2010

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Motorbike Jump Birthday Cake

Japan Onirique (Exercise # 16 - 1) - by Alexander H.


For years I dreamed of going Japan explosive mixture of ultra-modern and traditional as preserved. One of the most immediate reaction to my arrival at the airport was my frustration as illiterate. Reinforced by the fact that the scenery is unusual: no endless desert, beggars invasive or strange animals. Just curious if these facies in a setting not so different after all. Of course, it was out of Tokyo to better understand the unique Japanese. See women in kimono complete painted white, their delicate pendants planted in small cleverly developed a bun, skirt and uniformed police officers wearing white gloves to traffic, sad or office workers seized in gray suits me because the journey was finally time also.

This trip was a sort of pilgrimage to the bottom. I wanted to see Hiroshima martyr, the cherry blossoms and beds of pink floral snow, watching the red and black toris whose feet were washed by the sea, go immerse myself in a tub of warm mud and daydream about the possibility can perhaps become famous in this country where the fashions and fads are so unexpected. I wanted traverse the archipelago in every corner. From the onslaught of the cold northern Hokkaido to the stifling heat of Okinawa residents whose longevity has earned it the status of Crete Asia.

loved and abandoned myself to this insularity , trying vainly to melt into the population but is also evident that a separate beacon.

Me then returned in memory of those beginnings cinephile who touched me particularly vis-à-vis Japan. These films lately ... It's so subtle in fact the subtlety and delicacy that seemed to define this country so unusual. I loved to watch his old. Behind every wrinkled face, gray hair in each, I found a bit of Mrs. Koide, this old woman born from the imagination of a Welshman, living in seclusion, but his farm had been the heroine of Valley of the Fireflies in his youth, keeping his secret forgotten youth, rolled in a movie poster which time had spared.

is also looking at the simple yukata elders. I thought they represented the equivalent our berets.

What was perhaps most tangibly miss this song would be so special cicadas Japanese, so haunting appeal in four stages, more diverse than ours. I was surprised also to the lack of trinkets referring in all the tourist shops, because I had never heard this song elsewhere. I would voice the protest of Amaterasu.

therefore be understood the voice of the rising sun ...